Wednesday 1 July 2015

New Chapter Of My Life

Harini tulis entry dlm keadaan yg sgt sedih...harini aku bebuka dngan geng2 engineer lagi...tp harini engkau ade skali...kitorang bbuka kt kepci je...senang n selesa....huuh...smpai je sana tdi diorang bru smpai n baru duduk...aku tngok dari luar sbb takot sgt nak masok...bukan takot act...tp aku xsanggup face engkau...aku sgt rindu dia...tp aku mcm xwujud je tdi kt ctu...smpai je ctu aku rasa nk mnitis air mata dah...sbb aku sgt2 rindu engkau...tp naseb baek dia ngan awak dtg ajak jugak masok...td mmng nekad xnak masok n snggup bbuka sorang drpd kne face engkau....

Mulanya aku diam xtau nk buat ape kt ctu...thanks lagi kpd awak n noks sbb teman aku tdi dlm kepci...bukan nk mengada tp aku mmng mseh xdpt face bnde ni...aku cuba untk ceriakan hati ni tdi...tp sgt sakit...rasa mcm hati ni kene siat2....engkau..ape salah aku smpai engkau snggup seksa aku mcm ni??mungkin engkau ade sebab...but let me know the reason so i can can accept it with open heart n mind....tp xpelah....mungkin engkau bahagia skung...tu dah ckop aku harapkan..

Bebbbbbbb...thanks for ur advise...it really work to me...huhu...yes i hve to face it...not run after it...macam mana pown aku akan hidup dgn engkau jugak...kalau bukan sekarang bila lagi...mmng sakit tp tu untk hidup aku bukan hidup org laen....yup...aku hidup untuk aku...bukan untk orng laen or sebab org laen kan...so stop hoping...move on....this is ur life kan sobri...so corakkan ikot ko pnye cara...corakkan ikot ko punya seni...kgn biar org laen curi hasil seni kau...jgn biar org rosakkan corak hidup ko....haaaaa....

ok now time to open a new chapter of my life...chapter that sobri is being happy...sobri is being independent...sobri is being matured...sobri si being usefull for everyone n world...haa kau...ayat mat saleh xtau betol ke hidok...hahaha...sebelom ni aku hidup sendiri dan aku bahagia dngan tu...so skung aku kne terima yg zaman untk sendiri tu dah tiba balik...roda kehidupan xpenah berhenti berputar...be breve n stay strong....study from the past...u desserve better life...u urself create ur life...huhuhu....klah,,,pasal engkau xyah pnjang sgt,..sbb dia xbaca pown mungkin..heheh...ngantok dah...btw esok nk tulis pasal someone ni...dia request untk tulis satu entry pasal dia...esok k...mlm ni subjek ni paling hot...hahahah...lol..bye